:: and the heart keeps burning ::

2007-06-20T23:23:00.000+08:00

dee has moved.http://d-yana.livejournal.com/go go go!check it out.haha!

2007-03-02T13:10:00.000+08:00

where's the remote control?I wish Morty could give me the same remote control that he gave Michael in the movie 'Click'.I could rewind back to Feb 21st and I wouldn't know Zik.I could skip every shit I get from work.I could slow-mo when that particular customer walks into the shop.Gosh,he's cute.I could fast-forward my journey to and from work.Though it is lesser than 1hr.And if only I have my

2007-02-08T22:44:00.000+08:00

tomorrow marks the beginning of an ending.are we ready?LP's Hybrid Theory and Meteora has been my medicine.until the clock ticks away to 2:30pm,Friday,9thFeb.it kinda annoys me with people around me babbling about it.i know we're feeling nervous but heck,it's done and over.let's just give it over.let's just pray.only God has the answer to it.wishing all 2006 O'Level candidates Good Luck !

2007-02-03T22:13:00.000+08:00

Fast asleep on a cozy afternoon,i was awaken by Fenix TX's Threesome.That's my ringing tone.Thinking that it might be some mat or sorry-wrong-number,i ignored it.Only to find out that it was a call from a job that I'be been waiting for.Shit.Shitty shit.When I tried calling them back,they said it was a wrong number.Ha-Ha.Who are you trying to fool?So then I prayed that they will call me again or

2007-01-31T23:43:00.000+08:00

gamma-pain rays.Thanks to author,Mo Willems,who created the word above and also created cartoon networks's Sheep in the Big City.I finally found a way to kill time while my Zulu parents are away,holidaying.Without us three siblings.Aahhh,it's no biggy big deal but heck,i kinda miss them.At least before they took off to KL,they have bought me a new hp without having second thoughts.I thought they

2007-01-23T20:25:00.000+08:00

it's getting void in here.and sometimes,i couldnt be bother to update this blog of mine.it makes me wonder,"why do i want to post an entry here?would any earthling read it?or was i the only one who reads it after finishing every paragraph."hmm...alrite people,here's some dresses i've tried on at THIS FASHION.even if i dont have the money right now,at least i can try it out first.i refused to show

2007-01-13T19:54:00.000+08:00

disappointed by some people.angry towards someone.scared about someone's condition.desperate for something.hopeless to self.i wonder who should i blame.

2007-01-02T16:49:00.000+08:00

a new yearthank you God.for i am still alive to usher 2007.though i feel like i am stuck in december.nevertheless,i am looking forward to start schooling becuase life after o-level has really bore me.bloggers,i want you to imagine this.you are all dress up,feeling nervous.in white gown for girls and cool tuxedo for guys.waiting in the room.it's your wedding day.then,you received a call.from the

2006-12-24T22:04:00.000+08:00

excuse me but where did you get your manners from?i have good reasons why i dont want to go out of my shelter.there are minor groups of people who really knows how to spoil your good day.i was out with Norisha the other day.Went off to Borders to had her handphone repaired.And of all the days,that particular day had to be the 'american-guys' day.Almost every corner i turned,i'll see them.skaters.

2006-12-18T21:20:00.000+08:00

OUCH.i have forgotten how physical pain feels like.Thank You God,for making me realised that once awhile,i will fall.i wont be in seventh heaven forever.i wont always get what i want.and failure is a learning point.fell in a puddle of mud as i alight 913 bus.the dirt on my pants was none of my concern.more of the pain on my right hand.though you cant really see a red mark or any kind of bruises,

2006-12-12T11:43:00.000+08:00

hello,hello.after months of not updating.well,here i am.no,i dont come back becuase i miss you bloggers.haha! aight,that was so not true.Dear People who visit this blog,THANK YOU.here are some possible reasons why I dont update my blog:1) overexcited that Olevel has finally ended that I have forgotten about the existence of pierceheart.2) busy searching for a job that I could not be bother to

2006-10-19T21:50:00.000+08:00

There's Laughing and clapping,Crying and smilingCause graduations here a time of joy and cheer.As we take a step forward we look back and see the years we've spent together, the tears we've shed, the memories we have.Some of us will go off to make millions and some will only make $50,000.eventhough we may of hated some we still have the memories we shared of good and bad times, happy or sad, fun

2006-10-09T21:12:00.000+08:00

By: lynn forsyth YOU DONT SCARE MEYou dont scare me with your nasty threats,Or your pathetic I am the victim viewThe only feelings such malice begets,Is to put your integrity under review.I dont know how you found me on here,But I had guess it was unquestionably low,But please take note, it is not unclear,How far you are prepared to go.But you started this, make no mistake,With your spiteful and

2006-10-04T22:42:00.000+08:00

so,where did I go wrong?yup.that is the question.i kept asking myself but i dont have the answer.i did study.okay so maybe the day before the paper itself strategy didnt worked.hah!but hey,the weeks before i did some 'thing'.at least.maybe my way of studying is not effective.the LOUD music playing while i'm studying doesnt worked.HaH!for now,i wished my parents wont slaughter me when they see my

2006-09-27T21:41:00.000+08:00

Voices.i'm back from war.i've survived prelims.but let's not discuss about the results just yet.now where do i being?oh yeah,there are just too many things to share with you bloggers.let's just start with whatever that comes up in my mind first.1-9 Sept,Family day @ Sentosa was a blast.Cute blonde dude from Canada @ Dolphin Lagoon.Get a fake dragon tattoo.2 cute dudes who speak alien language

2006-09-03T21:47:00.000+08:00

Oh Yeah?Saturday.I had a great start on Saturday.Made my own version of 'Big breakfast'.Nothing much to do at home so Nini & I decided to head to the cinemas.Thanx to MrBeaver who sponsored us.Thought of going to ShawPrince but we're running out of time so we just dropped at Bishan.Watched Monster House.Awesome movie and eventhough it's animation,it sure grips me with it's suspense.Dont mind an

2006-08-27T21:21:00.000+08:00

Dirty BabeFelt so great and I know we should do that again,Bri.Thought of going to that LimeFleaMarket only to find ourselves walking aimlessly in Toys R Us.Since Bri punched out late from her work,I had to miss shopping for new clothes.But still,we had fun.Camwhore and checking the eyecandy out.And I totally cant endure 913 without 'E'.Besides the fact that the bus is packed with humans,the

2006-08-20T22:05:00.000+08:00

May be ugly,but they love to stare at us(events happened on 19Aug)Thank God for Hafiza aka PurpleFreak who help me out with POA & Maths.Know whats common with these two subjects besides the fact that they need mental calculation? I HATE them both.Not really hate to the core,but just not my cup of bubbletea.Get it?And Thanx to Maya for buying me Ariel Lil Mermaid.I dont know how pretty or childish

2006-08-18T00:02:00.000+08:00

i hope i dont screw up just now.damn nervous.with the perfume of one of the examiner's that lingers in the air.siram satu baldi dengan perfume pe?and the expression-less faces of the examiner.Ohh..how motivating.but hey,i'm a little bit worried about ENGLISH.isnt it the so-called important subject?it can get you to the course you want. bla bla.you gotta pass the subject or you may end up at your

2006-08-13T18:00:00.000+08:00

Time in between was just a dreamMeet up with BirthdayBoy yesterdae.So it was lyke wad? 1year7mths12days since the we last hang-out together?Ha-Ha.Wasnt sure if I make his day.Bcoz I felt silly.Dont ask why.We tried squeezing our way through the crowd just to catch the fireworks.All was worth it.The finale part was awesome.I dont mind catching it again.I gave some homemade brownies to

2006-08-11T20:48:00.000+08:00

beautiful.Letdown.Of course,in life you can never expect things to go smoothly.To go your way.To have happy endings.To not suffer.So maybe God wants me to learn things the hard way.That I have to endure the hotness before I can feel cool breeze.That I have to taste pain before I can gain.I felt like Im walking alone in an anonymous street,trying to find my friends who is already at the otherside

2006-08-10T21:47:00.000+08:00

Baking cookies had never been this fun and appetizing.The smell of the cookies being baked for 4mins or so,is just killing my lungs.I LOVE the taste,smell and process of making it.Thanx to Sauron who bought this oven on sale.Now we can open a mini bakery shop.Ha-Ha.So Nini had this crazy idea to bake potatoes instead.Taste quite good plus,it's healthy.No salt or preservatives added.Lucky Norisha

2006-08-09T22:01:00.000+08:00

Click your life awayWatched 'Click' with Setan and Sempoi.I cried,laughed and I want an encore!It's funny how the director can squeeze happy and sad moments in the movie.And YOU must watched it.Or should I spoiled it for you?The kids are cute,arent they? Wait till you see they grow up in the movie.. aahh..the freedom of controlling life!Tasted Cheeseprata at Causeway Point Banquet.Ate two,but

2006-07-30T21:26:00.000+08:00

Baby,you make my heart beat fasterLooks can kill.Looks can make you go out of control.Looks can be deceiving.Looks can stuck in your head.Please,I'm only sixteen and I have to see God's beautiful creation a dozens of times.And most of the time,they come and go.But for some,they stayed in my mind.Curious,I may look lyke a friggin' desperado.For now,I let future plan my path to the good things.I am

2006-07-25T00:04:00.001+08:00

Watching people living their livesToo many emotions left unhealedIf I'm a SuperHeroI'll make you humans suffer in dreamsAnd let happiness conquer your heartWon't let worries trouble your mindI'll save you from getting hurtI'll save you from getting tortureSuperman Batman HerculesThey don't do any goodEven if they existI'll spit kick delete themBut I'm no oneI'm nothingEven if no one really take

2006-07-23T23:00:00.000+08:00

If only you could see by Tonic.Hear it.Please.Damn,I've fallen in love with the song.Thanx to Phil Ritchie for singing it on Rockstar:Supernova.Yea,I prefer that to Singapore:Idol.No offence.Their voices just dont get my attention.So Nini is gonna catch it live this Wed at MediacorpsStudio.Wadeva~Last Friday,my so-called date with AlienC was beautifully crackup.No,it wasnt exactly a date.Just two

2006-07-16T17:39:00.000+08:00

agony of angerFor once,I feel the need to be 'bad'.I told a lied.Actually a few.I went off without their permission.I came home when everyone's asleep.I felt no regrets.Im wanting to do it again.Thanx for making the demon in me to be awaken.I've been obedient until the day you decided to chain my ankle to your dungeon and make me invisible.I screamed in darkness and my tears causes my eyes to

2006-07-10T15:37:00.000+08:00

Alhamdullilah.After days of humid weather,I can at least not perspire on my way home when the sun is blazing hot.Hate MondayBlues.But the cool breeze makes me smile through Physics lesson,which is the first period.Have you guys heard of the hot news??The football fever is over.No reasons for not having enough sleep.Italy wins! That makes them succesfully grabbing the WorldCup for the fourth

2006-07-01T00:51:00.000+08:00

I dreamt of MrX and me dancing in a ballroom.He's in tuxedo looking charming and drop dead gorgeous.Ouch! I can see myself in white elaborated dress.Woah!What a dream.If only...no.Nevermind.But I really wish MrX knows that I DO think of him.Like friend missing friend?Yeah that.And one day,he will find happiness.It just makes me wanna cry reading his post.Sigh* Emo pe Dee?Siakkk Emotional?Yeah i

2006-06-24T21:56:00.000+08:00

All my friends are murderers.true enough.but not all of them.some are juz plain nerds lyke me.or game freak.or super bitch.okayy,NO ! they are all intelligent earthlings. but juz a minority of them. They really noe how to hurt me with words as sharp as razorblade and actions(eg. staying away from me lyke I'm some kind of bacteria).How unimaginable and 'thoughtful'.So on Monday,I have to face my

2006-06-18T21:17:00.000+08:00

no sweat wasted.my morning start off really fark up.here i am,praying i wont get any scolding..but there is always someone nasty.frigging sis.why point your finger at me after you're to blame?i felt embitter by Nini's words. *boo hoo hoo*thanx.for the M&M's.but still,i want my money back !so Sauron starts her daily sermon. "Korang dah besar pon tak tau nak buat kerje rumah.Semua tahu bangun,

2006-06-08T12:53:00.000+08:00

06.06.06Glad i wasn't late to meet up with Setan.Lyke i usually do.We head down to Somerset.Crash to CathayCineleisure.We decided to watch Benchwarmers. No regrets.We were laughing our arse off throughout the whole movie. I had difficulties tryng to finish up my ice lemon tea.Afraid bubbles might come out from my nose.After the movie ends,we went to "secret place" to take some pictures.The place

2006-05-26T21:07:00.000+08:00

Digamei make that red heart-shaped card for you.since i could not sing,maybe i should do something i'm good at,for you.the card filled with everything i want you to know.and it's the warmth i feel that i could not forget.4 days won't be long.wait for me.i'll be leaving on the jet plane.thinking of your smile.-------------------------------------------------Under the weight of your wingsYou are a

2006-05-21T20:59:00.000+08:00

at the Drive-Thru.A girl felt loveless,finding her PrinceCharming.A guy finding true love,waiting for herEver believe love at first sight? Well,they met at the drive-thruDidn't want to confess love to each otherFinds out how beautiful love is when they're togetherThen God sees their love so trueAnd fantasy becomes realityPrinceCharming had come to save herHe was no more lonelyThey hope this love

2006-05-16T17:42:00.000+08:00

face the truthand i did.how unexpected the outcome is.this not a commercial break.this is reality.it shocked me.and my friends?no,they did far much...erm,better.this may be an eye-opening for me.but will it be too late?how determine and well-prepared am i to face the real paper ?i couldn't show my folks how diligent their daughter is.i'm walking aimlessly.i've no plans.the future might be

2006-05-13T00:49:00.000+08:00

no sleep tonightwith you computer,i can do wonders!manage to complete my new layout in approximately 3hrs.since im home alone for half the day,might as well finish it up. now i feel satisfied.my job is done.and i gotta admit,this is something NOT me and different. W-O-A-H !and Nini,you sux!next time,dont bring my eyeliner with you.just wear it and leave it safe and sound on the table. GET IT ?!

2006-04-28T15:32:00.000+08:00

on the Battlefield.what do i blog about now?after 1week or so of not blogging.saya rinduuuuuu !!!! let's begin.the MidYearExam had started.the sudden feeling of rushing through last min revising is on.some are still lingering,having fun till midnight.some are focusing on their books that they have no time to bath. =Pas for me,im revising.but how much goes into my head? only God knows.just when i

2006-04-16T21:21:00.000+08:00

Deaf after MidnightYesterday,was yet another boisterous Saturday.Thanx to Nini who finally decided to watch him perform fer the ferst time.We reached Bukit Batok CC,2nd level. Asal cam tkde orang ni?Senyap je..Kosong lak tu. When we went to the ground level,then only we heard LOUD MUSIC. Ahhh...this is much better.Called AbgWan so we could get our tix.WAHHHH !!!!!Full of human

2006-04-10T21:56:00.000+08:00

Thanx to Mila Sis. i had a great night travelling one end of singapore to the other.though i was fishing scared we might get lost.we laugh lyke hyenas and i DONT MIND her laughing out loud.DowntownEast was our destination.on the way,lotsa cutie pies to be appreciated =). how nice God's creation can be? there was one moment..i think dat was the best moment of my lifetime taking the train.there was

2006-04-05T18:28:00.000+08:00

nothing ever stays.but art does.waiting fer my heartthrob to save me from the dragon in this tower.

2006-04-02T19:58:00.000+08:00

can't cry with eyes closedon Sat MorningIt was the most paradisiac dream ever.seeing him in my dream.W-O-A-H.It's so real i swear it was him in my DREAM.Gosh!!And if it wasn't my imagination,i was actually smiling in my sleep.i didnt asked fer it,did i?it's out of my control to have what dream during what time.what is more surprising,he asked if he could meet me up on that very same day.It was so

2006-03-26T00:37:00.000+08:00

birds.make.patterns.in.the.sky.no PARENTS.no RULES.no RESTRICTION.all FREEDOM.w-o-a-h !=)had a great Saturday.thanx.50 bucks out of my savings.OH! the horror.not gonna spend all this month.gotta save fer a new pair of Pony or Chucks.soon,my feets.soon.counting the days till....i turn 1year older. awww. tyme running really fast. ARGH! shuddup dont remind me of O-lvl,im warning u!let's go BONKERS !

2006-03-20T21:47:00.000+08:00

hug me.tell me everything's going to be ok.please.You may need me thereTo carry all your weightBut you're no burden I assureYou tide me overWith a warmth I'll not forgetBut I can only give you lovefor once,someone please say this verse and mean it.i cant deny that im waiting for Mr.Paramedic to aid me.lyke right NOW.drips of water come streaming down my cheeks.something's not right.but i'm not

2006-03-19T21:09:00.000+08:00

So far away, I'm gone. Please don't follow me tonightAnd while I'm gone everything will be alrightit's not worth cursing under your breath.i find a better way to release my anger without anyone noticing.silent mode.juz berdoa,berzikir.trust me.it works fer ya'all Islam.no F-word.no chinese swearings.juz pure and safe.=)today at werk,aren't so much of scolding.juz 'interacting'.and smiles.it

2006-03-18T21:56:00.000+08:00

the perfect goon.finish reading a book called "An Order of Amelie,Hold the Fries" in less than 24hrs.the storyline was so captivating.bout some modern teen love story.age differences dont matter.when choosing someone to spend a lifetime with,emotions alone are not enuff.really,a must read to those who are in love and bookworms.didnt went out today.planning to meet Mimi but it did not happen.doing

2006-03-16T21:39:00.000+08:00

damn.wad should i blog about?im juz feeling bone-tired from this week events.going to sko0l,back to home and out again wit frens.at night hastily doing my holiday homewerks.laugh if u want to,since u dont have that much homewerks piling up lyke mine.and now i worry if i could not finish all the shyt by sat,at least.since sundays,im werking.(the pic)me and Yul inside a lift at suntec.accompany her

2006-03-15T22:14:00.000+08:00

play it loud.okayyyyyyyy.let's rush.i know,i know i've not been consistantly updating my bloggy.juz couldn't find the time to sit and face the comp.so now,while im left with 15mins or so,i'll update with wad i remembered.(due to STM,Dee might not be accurate)followed MomoZee,Ras&Sempoi dumbly to NUH.Ras had some fingers fractured.Awww.fortunately,it's healing fast.unlyke some sickness of

2006-03-05T21:54:00.000+08:00

slide.skid._about yesterday_Having done my hw half-way,i continued watching movies @ Ras's laptop.Had my breakfast @ McD(wad a surprise.i thot im sick of their food.lyke getting it free every Sundays *bluek*).There's this new kid @ MomoZee's werkplace.Damn!Such a cutie.Plus he's TALL.Too bad,he's attached.asal bdk2 yg cute2 semua dah attached?meh stay single,kite jadi kwn rapat..Ate Nasi Ayam @

2006-03-03T21:42:00.000+08:00

move along.pull me along.At this point,making a Uturn is too late.The best thing is to move on,and never repeat your bloody mistake.I feel so shyt today.Don't know why.My mind is unstable.I get annoyed easily.I lost my sense of humour.I being to be 'little miss grumpy'.One moment i'm giggling feeling so free and the next,i hate everything around me,cursing the daylight out of nowhere and worse,i

2006-02-26T17:17:00.000+08:00

after 12midnightIt's over and done.I dont have to stayback till late evening fer campcraft no more.Yesterday was it.Feeling so nervous that my hands were trembling.Inside my heart,i juz selawat.I know only God can help me.Eventhough we manage to set up everything in 12mins or less,we dont have confident that we will be top10.Im gonna the miss the campcraft team.May it be the gerls or the guys.U

2006-02-19T22:07:00.000+08:00

Let's talk about love.wad is love? is it the feeling that makes u wanna spend ur whole life with dat someone and hopes to die fer dat someone and never wanna be separated?According to dictionary:A deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness. A feeling of

2006-02-19T07:51:00.000+08:00

Eyo Bloggers~Im back!!With a new layout.Wad do you people think?Juz something to tryout with the new blood splattered brushes.HaHa.Kinda bloody huh?I know,it's quite simple.Damn.Gotta run now.Late fer werk.ARGHH!V-dae sux except fer chocs that i got from my frens.Hate seeing couples.Maybe bcoz im green wit envy?Nahh...Will update more after i return from werk. ROCK ON \--/Listening to Garbage:

2006-01-28T10:41:00.000+08:00

ahead of you.u dont deserve the best of me.the ferst tyme when i get to noe u,u were BIG.very BIG.but now,when i see u wit "TheAngkats",u are just this TINY big.shame on you.looks wont get u nowhere,pretty boy.now u're losing in this game.im getting there ferst.that was wad i dreamt.and i will make it happen.dah lamer aku tak picit2 kat nie keyboard.haha!! so dont miss me too much,readers.getting

2006-01-20T20:49:00.000+08:00

other planet.This week is punishing.Homewerks pile up lyke MountEverest.People shoot out problems at you.You have lesser sleeping time.You think too much.You waited fer days when you know clearly it wont happen.You breakdown so easily.WHY?If only I could sleep fer one whole day,while some angels do my homewerks.Damn.Dat will be s0o0o awesome.Peace i tell you.Okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.Dream on.Dont

2006-01-09T20:51:00.000+08:00

accepting the truth.I shouldnt have turn my head.To see such things with my own eyes.Farkinghorrible.Yesh my heart break into pieces but i did not shed a tear.Juz not worth it.Trying to set my distance away.Trying to ferget him.I could,if he wasnt being damn farkingnice to me.And say things dat make me believe him easily.Im glad to see that he's been with her fer more than an annum.I wont give my

2005-12-30T19:52:00.000+08:00

You Have My Attention.Let's pretend everthing is okayy.U are not going anywhere.And im gonna see u again.U are not lonely coz i will be there when u need me.I did not make u angry coz u are never angry at me.U will always laugh blissfully at my not very funny jokes.Please dont go.Not now.I lied when i say "i hate you".i dont hate you.why should i hate you?waiting fer my phone to ring....(

2005-12-21T20:48:00.000+08:00

melody that bleeds in me.Bloggers,it's been forever and a day since i last update this pierceheart of mine.But then again,im juz wondering whoddehell is going to read this pathetic nonsensical entries.Greatly appreciate to the ones that have been constantly visiting this site.THANK YOU!Been really tied up at that FastFood.Getting all the scolding from those aunties.Yes,i did learn something new

2005-12-15T13:27:00.000+08:00

a gunshot to the head of Trepidation.i wish he could see me.see through my pierceheart.if it wasnt me who was trying so hard,then could it be him?or was he just liddat to every other gerl?was i thinking too much bout it? was he trying to tell me something dat i do not noe?seriously,this is killing me.Im trying my best to make him smile.To make every moment the best.Okayy,so dat's not possbile.But

2005-12-12T20:35:00.000+08:00

scars and unspoken words__some title of a song? Nahh.. juz create it by myself.Ferstly, bcuz my hand is full of blisters.Damn the pegging section of campcraft.Marvelous! Skin had started to peel off. Lyke PeelFresh drink. Eh waddehell. K no. The "unspoken words" are the words which i could never say to him.Not bcuz im spineless or wad,but there's someone in his heart. And 6yrs is fast.Too fast

2005-12-11T12:31:00.000+08:00

Pink is the new Black.Met up with Mrs.Brian at Admiralty MRT.Shila and her sis was late.But dat's okayy.I panic when i saw a group of Skinheads.Was all alone waiting fer them."Juz stay away from them and mind ur own business,Dee",says a tiny voice in my head.The MRT comes,and they're off.One of them smiled at me. HUH? okayy,dat was close. I dunno why but i AM afraid.In the MRT,the 3 of us(me,

2005-12-08T19:26:00.000+08:00

too fast.on the wrong laneIm glad Strider was still solid eventhough the tyre puncture.DAmn.Im glad my dad give me a hand to pump it.Last min plan wit Syahmi.Besides,it's been centuries since i last ride Strider. HahA. Ride to 'jeti'. Chill there fer awhile.Gotta enjoy the ocean breeze.Luckily it did not rain.Freaky blazing hot.I sweat lyke a fat pig.Riding up the hill,was pure disaster.Can't

2005-12-07T21:44:00.000+08:00

crazy horse performeras recommended by my Dad. Beaver betul. But i will not take up dat job. My mom will end up at hospital,hear-attack.My siblings will juz laugh their arses off.Ha-Ha. "-_- job training sux.tiring.Felt laborious.Considering dat the place has 2 levels.Goin up and down.Hell.It's exactly the same as hsewerk. Sigh. Gez $$ is difficult to get.U gotta werk through the same routine

2005-12-06T16:14:00.000+08:00

There's no perfect endings.Have you ever cried,until you have breathing difficulties? It may sound silly,but i'm not kidding.Well,it's not funny when it happen to you. What if i kept quiet on the phone for a long time and you wonder why.You found out that i was dead.What would you do? 6Dec04-6Dec05. You shouldnt say dat you still love me. You shouldnt. =(Excuse me,if posting about lovelife aint

2005-12-05T20:23:00.000+08:00

I'm not another liar.I just want to be myselfafter Subuh,didnt sleep back.Iron my clothes,bath,transfer songs to mp3,drink milo(hoping to be a hero,i mean heroin) get ready lyke a hypersonic and out.Waited fer 856 but unfortunate fer me,i miss the previous bus.Fed-up so i took 911 instead.Lucky arse of mine,Ras wasnt complaining dat i was 5min or so,late.Heh.Im known fer being slow and

2005-12-03T21:12:00.000+08:00

blazing feudferst thing ferst,XXx HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY to Mr.NerdCute XXXhe shld noe the nick i juz gave him *winks*.and if i had the $$,i wld buy fer u Thursday:Full Collapse cd. i wld.but u see,my pocket is way too light,ya noe wad i mean? hehe.very unexpectedly,AbgSetan buih me.NOT AGAIN?! dat juz piss me off. after the huge arguement between Penyu & Ayam,i became double piss off.i had my mp3

2005-12-01T14:53:00.000+08:00

dat is,my logo.or was it trademark? ermm..i dunno. either will do.oh woah~ wad a windy day. and my hair is in a mess.Thanx to Mr.Wind. Dont look at me lyke as if i didnt comb my hair.i dont care.Im at home anyways.No outsider will see.Mom juz got a new job.starts today.gez it will be back to DIY housewrk.I cant say im enjoying juz bcuz both parents are not in...but,uh well.i feel more

2005-11-28T21:53:00.000+08:00

creep.yesterday was the ferst tyme i heard my bro sing and played the guitar seriously.best of all,he played the solo part.gez wad song?no need ah..troublesome.the title says it all-"creep". i did laughed out loud wen i heard his mp3 where he recorded his song.until my crackers MaMee came out of my mouth. EEeeUUuu! Disgusting. but wad the heck. My bro still rock ah! Got potensi eh? hehe. =D im

2005-11-24T21:17:00.000+08:00

one gerl.one boy.same parents.talking bout me & bro.last min,i cancel my plan to go to Yuhannis' Open Hse.Really sorie gerl. =( gotta accompany bro to "Work Hunt".Went all the way to Orchard.Freaking packed lyke always.in the train,thought i saw Ilyas.But he doesnt recognise me.haish. Nvm. I love ur shoes (to ilyas ramlyburger) ! Surprisingly,bro noes him to0. oh great. small island we live in.as

2005-11-21T15:59:00.000+08:00

i heart you.my ferst mp3.my bloodshot red mp3.went all the way to HarbourFront to get my hands on this mps.it's on sale btw.so it's affordable fer a teen lyke me who aint working.Thanx to Tira who accompany me from Bedok to HarbourFront.Yep.Met at Bedok.And pls remind me not to go there anymore.168 bus was damn crowded wit 3/4 Muslims jalan raya.lucky fer my arse,i've got a seat.beside a frenly

2005-11-17T20:44:00.000+08:00

don't bother.the interview at McD was a waste of tyme.I dont really care if i get the job or not.On second thought,im lazy.And money is not wad i really need now.Okayy,i lied.I NEED $$.many2 and quickly.But,McD is not a place fer me.Yeah.In between interview,some of the ppl dere interrupted her.*Sheesh* and waiting to get interviewed seems to be lyke forever.A cat fight would be fun but i rather

2005-11-15T20:52:00.000+08:00

not alone."Tampiness is like Italy"--- Nini.i agree.flicking many hot guys.k shuddup.next tyme,im goin to Tamp Lib.huahahahah.alone.aahh..it would be better off alone.with no one to distract ur 'view'. ah kay mengatal.k diam.but seriously,if i were to go with a guy,'they' might think dat is my boyfren.if i were to go wit a gerl,'they' might think she is my sister.and she might take 'them' away

2005-11-12T21:42:00.000+08:00

Listening to Atticus-This Crazy Worldi swear this world is crazy.juz my life is enuff to feel the craziness.and dat someone out dere is crazy fer me.and im crazy to get out and smell the fun,freedom and farkinggood food.after Raya,it's all bout studying and enjoying.Fadd and co. come to my hse.I didnt have a real conversation wit him.Shyt on u lahh Dee.Asal lak kau tknk duduk sebelah dier.Dah

2005-11-11T20:54:00.000+08:00

you got my throatwondering how de hell can i update this blog(tengok Fries!aku dah update ni!) when the fact is i should be at camp,'enjoying' myself? EASY.Im not at camp.Aha.But i believe that good comes along wit bad.So the good thing is I dont have to waste my hari raya tyme at camp but the bad thing is,i am SICK =S OldLady is getting irritate by my coughs.Aha.my frenz juz went home.datang

2005-11-09T21:14:00.000+08:00

Chemical Flower *** "Chemical Flower" is not a new band(well,maybe if i wld to start one.hehe) and it is not a new song title(aahh..but it is my MSN nick title). I juz feel lyke putting dat down coz my right hand is being heena-ed by CikIna(Zirah's mom). fer free.no kidding.wee~ but i dunno how am i gonna face the CIs on Friday Npcc Camp. Menyibuk siot camp ni.tengah2 Raya nih..cish! my right

2005-11-05T21:41:00.000+08:00

lawa la tueveryone dress up really dazzling with their new baju kurung and kebaya.Mouthwatering food is serve.Many2 $$ i get.hee.And i miss my long-time-never-see cousins.Yea.cuz most of them stay at M'sia.Jadi nak mintak maaf buat pe kan?Senyum2 suda ahh.Asalkan dapat duit.keke.K tu tabiat yang tak bagus.Mentang2 Ramadhan dah over.Oh forgive me for typing in malay.i juz cant help it laa.Kate

2005-11-02T14:46:00.000+08:00

end of Holy month.yesh wee it's finally over~ ok dat is so iniquitous of me.but in the same time,i do feel dat time went on really fast.i dont think i have done much religious doings.i should think of life after death.see if my good deeds can save my little arse,if i want to go to heaven dat is.frankly typing,i dont have the mood fer raya.eventhough it's lyke tomorrow,i still dont feel the hyper

2005-10-29T19:36:00.000+08:00

Hari Raya Puasa Updates.went to JB ard 11am wit my whole family minus Dad.as usual,im always the last to wake up and get ready.Waited fer the 170 bus,is like forever.Jam ke ?! But we did reached JB dengan selamat.Packed like sardines.Ramai betul manusia.And there's a bunch of sk8ters.W-O-A-H ! Chinese and Malays sk8ters.hehe.cute jugak la.especially dat guy wearing stripes t-shirt.Bought

2005-10-24T21:50:00.000+08:00

plz be reminded dat attendance will be taken for the whole week before u leave fer holidays.play traunt will be taken into action.detention will be given for these pupils nxt year. BULLSHIT ! best2 aku plan nak cabut taknak gi skola,DM pulak spoil kan.takpe..ni last week.pastu tkyah nak bangun pagi2 pegi skola.bersabar Yana..i learnt something new 2dae.and i thanked God fer wad he had shown

2005-10-23T21:36:00.000+08:00

i juz dont have the mood to go to sko0l.afterall,everything is over ryte?except dat we are still waiting to get our report bks and have fun. oppss,did i say have fun?no no.i have to revise.understand wad i do not noe.coz my EOY results was atrocious.absolutely disgrace.haizzz.and yesh,im gonna werk during hols.i noe Fries doesnt wanna werk.pemalas tul.kawan dier semua kerje,dier taknak.French

2005-10-22T16:00:00.000+08:00

yesterday.i did skip my Npcc.who cares?coz i dont.said i had to visit some sick relatives.liar liar,pants on fire.huahaha!feels good,dont it?me & AbgAngel went to SS together.need to buy some stuffs for OldLady.it's one of the tactics if u want to go out later.juz to please her.get changed,and took the MRT to meet Tira.He wanted to tag along.I cant say no.So he comes along.ThankGod he did

2005-10-19T19:27:00.000+08:00

the clock in the living room shows 1:04am.and i'm still awake.wad was i doing?ouh yea,watching MTV.yeapp,i was.they were playing Avril's "ImWitYou".damn.and i wish i was wit someone at dat moment.someone in particular but...stop dreaming la Yana!!i can actually hear the cats fighting under the opposite blk.after drinking soyabean mlik,i switch off the tv.Stopid J.Simpsons musicvideo.why the freak

2005-10-18T16:13:00.000+08:00

at last.i've change my layout yet again.ouhh..i juz feel lyke having a black one.dark one.emo a lil?gez so.the image ahh.i lyke it very much X). nini,c'mon tell me.wad's yer comment?i noe u have lots to say.everytyme.ahaha.cant challenge u went it comes to layout and BOYS.hehe. =pget me out!yesh.plz?i juz wanna go out.wit someone in particular but...haiz.stop dreaming already.Listening to:

2005-10-15T15:26:00.000+08:00

ferst of all,i would lyke to wish my marvelous mom aka OldLady and deaR dad aka Beaver a.......Happi 22nd Anniversary!!~~i wish both of them will stick to each other lyke magnets untill their hair turn all white n dad's teeth is almost..erm,not dere.K im evil.But i still LURVE 'em to death. =) seriously,actually how many of u know ur parents' anniversary? SHAME ON YOU!alrite Yana,hang in

2005-10-09T21:30:00.000+08:00

Say your prayers.Happi 20th Birthday my beloved bitchy shorty sis~~!! MUAAACCKKSS! <<3 You.This pic has been edited by ME.Im sorie if it is not the same standard as u do,Nini.I was in a rush,so yea,understand me plz.Cramped my brain wit Maths.C'mon im juz being hardwerking here.Ouh,and i didnt go fer terawih.Dad excuse me.Said i cannot watch tv but i can hear my music anytyme.thanxy!So there i go

2005-10-07T22:21:00.000+08:00

2dae is the 3rd day we Muslim fast.i noe some moron out there did not fast.Beli makanan,makan kat lib.cam orang keliling dorang tu bute.haiz.tipu diri sendiri jek.Heh.Enuff said bout dat.Had my SS paper 2dae.Oh freaking unbelievable.Did not manage to finish up SecB which worth 13marks.Great.Juz great.Paling2 dapat 3 marks je.Cish!Wad is done,is done.Cant undo it.Looking foward for Maths Paper1 on

2005-10-01T14:25:00.000+08:00

HAPPI 15TH BDAE HIRZI!!~~HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAE!!~~if only MTV can stop showing dat "It's Children's Dae today" banner every 15 mins or so.very irritating sia.ARGHH!!i cant see S4X at 'Stage Fight' 2dae.Wad a pity.I've plan so semangatkebabian wad to wear.ish.all bcuz of dat VERY expensive tix.if not i'll be there..err..cheering fer them wit a BIG banner.i swear man!haha. oh waddeheck.im stuck in

2005-09-29T20:07:00.000+08:00

WHY DO I HAVE TO TAKE THE BRUNT OF YOUR ANGER?tell me,'fren'.afterall that i've done,is this the price i have to pay?it's such a pity u can't control ur anger.Dat u have to say all those things.and i hope u didn't mean it.PLZ.Now dat i've seen ur true colors,i shall remember and be VERY careful.Oh well,since u have apologise(i dun even noe if u are sincere enuff) i take it that u don't meant all

2005-09-25T22:10:00.000+08:00

grey IN.hazel OUT.the contact lens,i mean.there's all to update.toodles~Listening to:3 Doors Down-Here by Me(another song if u thinking of dat someone.yea bebeh.)

2005-09-25T10:15:00.000+08:00

watcHed LordS of Dogt0wn yesTerdaY wiT 'AbgSetan'.Farking 912 bus.Dat driver drives really damn slow.Kalau leh,aku nak take over je..Tapi license lom ader.Heh.Dat make me late fer 15mins.And s0 we went in,missed 1/4 of the m0vie.Haish..But all in all the m0vie was great.No wonder the papers reated it 4/5 stars.KewL~ Tak menyesal dapat tgk. After the movie,we ate dinner at McD.AbgSetan's

2005-09-23T21:06:00.000+08:00

Guitars.GerLs.Good t-shirt design.I was so annoying at skooL juz now.I noe.Don't know wad has got into me.Said silly things,sing stopid phrase dat i made up.If the reason is bcuz it is a Friday todae,den fergive me.Im only a human beans,afterall. =)"Over the rainbows we go~",i sang.Goin to apply fer werk experience during dec hols.Sumthing to fill up my free days at home.Gonna make a lot of

2005-09-22T20:18:00.000+08:00

For ur parent's sake,mind ur manners gerlz.It's getting on my nerve already.Waddefark i do wrong?Huh.If i ever see your 'beautiful' faces again,i break every teeth you use to chew,every bones you have and make your sure your face is mince like meat.uhh.dats enough for those gerls who wanna tell people off like they own this world or sumthing.Fark off la.Bingit ah aku!Ish.Naseb time tu

2005-09-18T21:01:00.000+08:00

the best day EVER.out wit Mr.A,Nini,AbgWan and surprisingly,their lil bro.hehe.so CUTEEEE!!!serious!Cam nak cubit je pipi kau,budak.The 3 of them aleh2 je appear behind me & Nini at Popular.*Sheesh*Window-shopping into JohnLittle,Metro..bla bla.Baju lelaki pon not bad.Lawa2.Nak baju 'gay' pon aderr.hehe.Untung gay2 skrg.Ish.Cukup2.No bad intention.And den....we took NEOPRINTS. Ahahaha!! We juz

2005-09-15T20:38:00.000+08:00

looks like many people are listening music thru their own mp3.In the MRT,at sko0L,while walking,while sleeping... Frankly speaking,it makes me jealous. =/Saving up my daily allowance to get my own one.Maybe next month.I'm getting Nini to help me provide a little $$.Said she could hear it when i'm not using it.But most probably i will be bringing it almost everywhere i go(alrite but not the

2005-09-13T21:53:00.000+08:00

SUX?oh c'mon.look im juz trying things out.didnt i say this may not be the most beautiful layout but hey,at least sumthing.urgh.i've been fasting since last fri.gotta payback my hutang.still life goes on as usual.seeing them eating give me the itch to buy a burger.grrr.well,will update more if im still alive.enjoy commenting my blog.hah! =/ parkour on the paper!! arghh!! Amir u are famous.aww...

2005-09-09T13:28:00.000+08:00

YEAYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!DAH COMPLETE!!!!!!!!!!!oh fark cares if dis aint the most beautiful layout dat i've done so far.im juz trying things out.very jealous of Nini's new layout.ya noe dat?hah.eh,how?wad u ppl who visit my blog thinks of my new layout?very red?too dark?juz comment,kayz? And to Nemesis,plz say ONLY good things.ok?i appreciate dat very much.hehe. x)ok ok.im LATE !!!need to get

2005-09-08T14:28:00.000+08:00

just a temporary layout.while i try to fix the layout that i've made by myself.dont comment yet.to Nemesis:shuddup but thanx.ehehe.really nasty aren't you? where's nini when i need her? HELP ME WITH THIS SHIT!im gonna have to rush coz i have many things to do today.maths hw,eng compre,more maths hw..*sigh*currently im suffering from ulcer.yea in my mouth.it aches really bad.can't eat alot.can't

2005-09-06T22:08:00.000+08:00

blog under construction.thank you.

2005-09-02T21:43:00.000+08:00

that stopid event.made us wait in the rain.after for wad seems to be lyke decades,you tell us it is postpone to God-knows-when.I shouldn't have come in the ferst place.Wasted my tyme dere.Felt sick.Really.Think im having flu.Great.Naseb ader milo free utk brighten up my dae.Shuddup already.Mom's nagging.Disadvantages having the comp in ur parent's room.Whose 'brilliant' idea is dis?

2005-09-01T12:21:00.000+08:00

Happi Teacher's Day~!!! (to nini also. muackz!)the only part i enjoyed bout skool yesterdae,was the performances by hadi's band.they rawk! Shila's voice...Irya's voice..Hadi playing the lead guitar..Farhan playing the guitar..Zaha the bassist..and Zul hitting the drums.If only the bassist is a gerl and her bf is the drummer,they can call themselves 'Lovebirds'. cute kan? takpe nanti aku jadi dier

2005-08-26T20:43:00.000+08:00

You're barely missing me, I'm missing you and everything you do,I really do, I really do, sure I do.okayy.i lost.everything.everything dat i used to have..perhaps i take things too lightly.see,now he's gone and i feel empty.if this is ur test to me,u've won.ouh and i've cut my hair.bloody short and fugly.Some commented it looked cute on me...but i take it as a joke.my results? so far i've not